My mum used to say such horrible things when she was at 'that time of the month.' If I did something wrong she would say that I was a rotten mongrel and she hoped that when I got my (things that girls get) that she hoped I would suffer. she would say that she hopes that i would get as sick as a dog. When I finally got to that age I couldn't tell her because I was so ashamed. When I finally did she made me show her. (won't go into details) I felt so awful. Even now it must be 10 years ago. I think about those days and it brings tears to my eyes. What she did was sick. I was never allowed any privacy. No doors were allowed to be shut. Even while going to the toilet and shower or getting dressed. I used to have to cover myself up because she would come in whenever she wanted. If she even mentions anything about girls stuff I just feel like ripping my skin off. It completely repulses me. I feel so disgusting when i think about her and how she would walk around with her body showing. Parts that I never want to see again. But I'll never forget.
Oh and by the way....I never really have much troubles with those girls things either. She didn't get what she wished for.
Hope this isn't too grose to write about, but it's something that I think about. Wanted to get it off my chest.