Oh thanks. I suppose the anxity does me good and bad. At least being so terrified allowed me to keep a job. lol. No it was hell and the thought of working full time is awful. I just don't know how I will handle it. It's so scary. I only work about 12 hours a week at the moment. It's up to the t to say when I'm well enough to go back to work full time. I'm dreading it. I can barely do the job that i have now. hope I find a good boss when that time comes.