My T has hugged me a few times after some especially intense sessions, and once after I was discharged from the hospital. Honestly, sometimes I want to ASK for a hug, but never have. I need human contact right now. I actually asked my pastor for a hug yesterday, and it was wonderful.

Maybe I will work up enough guts to do it in today's session. He's always telling me I need to ask for what I need...but I am afraid of rejection, even boundary related rejection.