((((((((((LabLover))))))))))

I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. I've been in that place before too. Do you have a T you can talk about your feelings with? Have you told your pdoc how the med change is making you feel? That is really important. I think you should tell your boyfriend how you are feeling. If he is as great as you say he is (and I assume he is by how you described him) he will want to help you. You telling him how you are feeling will not ruin him. I'm sure he will want to help you during this time of transition. Reach out for the supports you have. I know it is hard to do, especially when you are feeling this down, but this is when it is the most important. Take care of yourself.