Ok, so my ex and I have gotten back togther, we broke up for two months after a 6 year relationship and we have a daughter together. Since I quit my stable job and had to quit my last job for other reasons, I stay home all day with our daughter while he works like 8am to 11pm. I have never not been able to accomplish something and I cant accomplish even getting a good job and pulling myslef out of this pathetic self absorbed and black shadow that seems to follow me everywhere.

It affects our relationship horribly and I cant help but be mad at him every night when he gets home...sober or not I find something to yell at him about. I play the sad lonely girlfried role and I think I do it just to get attention. But he comes home ready to have a relaxing hour or two together and all i do is mess it up....every night! Help