((((((( Tryingtobeme! )))))))
Crying is a whole lot better than the alternatives you mention in the first paragraph of your post.
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Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
...lately, I have pushed him [the pastor] so far away. He even said he doesn't know why I won't come to him and let him help me, even if it is just letting me get my feelings out.
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Does you pastor have an appreciation for the full range of your diagnoses? I would hope he could develop an understanding that, from time to time, you are impelled to withdraw from people, even -- perhaps especially -- from friends. This is just a part of what you have to deal with and does not reflect poorly on either him or you.
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I don't know what I want or need.
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Now, there's a familiar feeling!
All your confusion and distress cannot diminish our high estimation of you, Tryingtobeme.
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