I'm happy with my life....I'm not depressed or sad at all...thank God....
there is no fixed idea of finding a guy....it's a nature....by nature we are designed to not be single....we are designed to choose a mate for ourselves for being reproductive....that's a nature....I can't do anything about that....

Unfortunately, not just nature is playing the game here, there is society too....I'm tired of explaining family and friends that I'm okay to be single....I'm not less than anybody else....that's kinda frustrating....

Last night, I was talking to my older sister....she asked me if I'm dating somebody....I told her "no"....Then she nodded her head and said "why is that Marjan?"....I said I haven't met anybody that I like!....I used to talk about my dates with everybody before....but now, I found out, I don't want to talk about a date....that's ridicules....I want to be free of thoughts....If I talk about the guy, then he's in my head all the time....I prefer to live like a guy....they don't keep talking about us to their friends and family....do they?....so....I told my sister that I dated couple of guys and it turned out not the one that I want, and I cut it loose quickly....then I told her, I really don't want to talk about this anymore.....

Yes, society is another pressure on single people....and the irony is that there are so many single people living in this world!

anyway....that's guys again....I think here is the only place that I can freely post my thoughts....thanks for reading my rants