if i stay in bed all day my friend and her parents, who i live with, jus think i'm bein lazy and can't be bothered helpin out with the house work and stuff. But i can't stand to be around them sometimes. Not jus them, anyone! Even my grandma who is the most important person in my life is starting to irritate me and i'm worried i may snap and hurt someone or myself! I fear i'm losing control!