Thanks guys,

Just really hard to think straight at the moment... I am surprised at how well I have done without medication though. 3 weeks without any. I think I am gonna find it hard to go back on them since I know I have had the opportunity to try living a normal as normal as possible life as much as I have. Going back on medication will mean I will be more "controlled" "restricted" in a sense. But I guess it's for the best