thanks for all the replies and advice. Going to the hospital is not an option at the moment. My friend who's family i live with, their son is gettin married on sat and i'm supposed to be filming it so me being a wreck is not an option this week. I'm tryin so hard not to let them know whats going on with me cos they have enough stress with the wedding without me addin to it! Its jus one big nightmare i can't wake from! I don't think i can hold on much longer!