Well last night I told my mom I felt like SIing and we were going to go for a drive since riding in the car is a coping skill for me. I went into the family room to get my shoes and I was talking to my dad. I said I wanted to give my dog a shot. (like with a needle) I didn't really, it was just a thought in my head that came out my mouth. This really made my dad upset. He was saying stuff like "IF YOU"RE GONNA CUT YOUR ARM AND SAY STUPID **** ABOUT HURTING THE DOG YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITAL." I don't remember exactly. He had my arm and was pulling me around and I was just limp. Then my mom came and I went with her and we cuddled on the couch so it was okay. But telling my parents didn't work out all so well. My dad doesn't really understand, and when I try to talk to my mom, my dad usually gets involved.