I called my pdoc's office a week ago and two days thereafter for him to call in my Geodon and Ambien and so far nothing. I keep checking with my pharmacy (mail order) and they keep saying he hasn't called anything in. I'm starting to stress out as I've never stopped my meds abruptly, especially an antipsychotic.

Tomorrow I see my T and will tell her what's been going on. Maybe she can call him to see what the deal is. So many questions are running through my head like maybe my pdoc wants me off my meds, maybe he's spiting me 'cause he's annoyed that I called twice in one week to get my meds filled, or maybe he's sick. I know he's not dead as I think someone would have said something by now (I would hope so).

I'm thinking of heading down to his office on Wed. to get a paper script if he won't call them in. I'm also hoping that they still give out samples of Geodon to get me through until my meds come in the mail. Not sure if there are Ambien samples. I know that solely being on an antidepressant is not good for people who have bipolar, but I'm so afraid of coming off that too and then sinking into despair on top of the withdrawal from Geodon and Ambien. This is not a good situation.

Thanks for listening.