i am use to checking out in therapy.it is a common accurence.although this time it went to all new levels.has this happened to anyone.i was looking out the window and then at a tissue box on the table the desighns on the corner of the tissue box started to move.i thought it would just be a fleeting thing so looked down at the carpet and saw words in kind of like a sighn formvibrating around then started moving accross the small carpet on floori for some reason dont remember what the words are but i do remember the letter R.i followed the words accross the carpet and T called my name i looked at her and i couldnt make out her face at all infact i couldnt make sence of much.i just kept looking at her trying to make sence of her face and i couldnt.it was like a part of my brain that recognised things and made sence just snaped.i finely looked down and after a few min things cleared up.has this ever happened to them.it use to to me but not in a long time.in fact i was in a state hospital at the time.i'm scared im just getting worse and i dont know what to do.i couldnt tell her any of it as usural i was frozen.

she was ok with the fact that i couldnt find words

untill all this it was nice to be with her