I agree with Blackpup - see if a change of scenery can improve your moods.
Otherwise you need to be honest with yourself: you cannot afford to hurt yourself or others. You need to put YOU first - forget the wedding; and I know how special it is; but look after yourself.
It you need to go to the ER, please do it.
You will be safe there
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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