Thanks guys. I feel so dissociated - I cannot do any work. Trying to listen to my iPod. I feel emotionally dead. I have nothing to look forward to in my life, and I'm just living one day after the next, for no real greater good. My support structures are all so far away. I feel guilty to text my T, my poor friends have heard enough of my moaning, and my pdoc and only see me in a month to change my meds.