i agree with everyone that posted. i was in an abusive marriage for 15 years and the abuse only gets worse over time and more frequent. was told if they hit/hurt you twice it will continue. it did. i almost lost my life.
only you can decide what you want to do but hope you will heed our advice. it doesn't get better, only worse.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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