I agree, Pachy. I would never have believed it, but the few times I held Ts hand seem to be enough. I don't want more and more, as other Ts warned. I can think about it and feel satisfied. I may need "booster shots" in the future, but it IS inside of me, like you said. Even when I'm not in therapy with her, the good feelings she gave me will be with me. Peaches, I hope that happens to you too.