you didnt fail - the very fact that you tried means you won - and as my T used to say - yuo can do better next time - dont beat yourself up about this - commend yuorself that you tried and recognise your trigger so you can try a differnet approach next time ok
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet