It's as if you were looking into my mind---
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Rejection for me means that I am %#@&#!, a no good trash and that I'm not worth their time. It brings my avoidancy way up and I fall in isolation because I feel that is where I belong, alone.

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That's exactly how I am.

I'm in that mode presently and feel way lower than anyone I come in contact with-- like you said-- I'm not worth anyone's time. I isolate and struggle with communication.

mandy