It's like you were carrying around this huge pile of goo and "popped" it and it made a mess all over. Every time you're near/in the mess, it feels. . . wait for it. . . MESSY But the more you get "use to" and experience it and walk around it and the more time that goes by and dries up the mess and T and you get to mopping it up, it gets easier and you realize how much weight you're not carrying around anymore and like when you have a bad tooth or a tooth pulled your tongue seeks the spot? You'll do that, go and see if it's all gone yet, etc.