Tree,
I don't post here a lot, mostly lurk... however reading and listening to your stories of pain, healing and feeling... you are doing what i am not brave enough to do yet.
You bring the courage out in me,,, sorry you are struggling, and yet happy to read of the freedom you are feeling... just wanted to say thank you
Your posts give me hope
ps i am kinda jealous of your t though, somedays i wish he was mine too!