I'm sorry you are struggling with this
I can't believe others feel like I do about certain music

..... I thought it was just me
I don't know how to handle it, as far as advice but would like you to know you're in my heart.
I can't handle hardly any music from the late 60's all through the 70's(when I was a child)... ugh.... I seem to accidently go numb.... hate that-- but..... I must get feeling safe somehow and so it goes.....
never stop searching for inner peace

respectfully,
fins