I understand very much how discouraged you are. I'm the only money maker in my house of 3 people. My husband is too lazy to get off his butt and get a job, so I pretty much have to be selective on what bills get paid. My credit has gone to poo, and I have to budget money so tightly that I literally have pennies to my name at the end of the week. My husband's Jeep was repo'ed voluntarily because we couldn't afford the payment anymore. My savings account is gone, I'm trying HARD to not pull money from my 401K just to have a little bit extra $....
so I send love and hugs to you to say that things will get better. 
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A good friend once told me: All the things that you are doing for others DO NOT GO IN VAIN, and it may seem that you are not getting a return, but you are, maybe not now, but God never lets any good deed go unrewarded.
"How can I feel abandoned, even when the world surrounds me;
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me;
How can I know so many; never really knowing anyone;
If I seem superhuman I have been Misunderstood."
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