I want to sleep all day everyday. I dont think more than five days a year go by where I actually dont go back to bed for some amount of time. You sound scared. Ihope you have adjustd to his/yr husbands departure. I used to end up in the hospital when my ex boyfriend went on business trips/tried to kill myself.....so i understand the fear of being alone, much less in tornado weather! (((((WHERE are u?!!!! ))))))) safe someplace i hope. I am hoping by the time u read this yr mood has lifted, maybe u can call him? or bring something to do into yr living room and lay on couch. Ive been trying to stay where there is sunshine and life (i.e. not in bedroom) and watch tv or read, at least im not in bed......well im rambling...take care of YOU