Dear Bridger ~ What a beautiful tribute. My heart hurts for you.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I personally have never lost a child, but my daughter lost a daughter - my granddaughter- and it was the hardest thing in the world to go thru. This tiny little being just was not meant to live.

She is buried in "Babyland" in our local cemetery.
You have been hit hard by this traumatic event ~ may I suggest a grief counselor? I have talked to one and they are very helpful. Hospice has great grief counselors ~ and you don't have to have used their services to speak to their counselors. Give them a call and I'm sure they'll speak to you.
I wish you the very best. God bless you and please take care of YOU. Hugs, Lee