Ai! Dear, hang in there. It may not psychosis yet. May never get there, but it might also be that your mood stabiliser is trying to keep the mood aspects of your depression out of the picture, so you are getting the other depressive symtpoms instead. The lithium was doing that to me for a while. Be careful, and keep in touch, Suga. Fie, Yuck, poor you! HUGGGGGGGGSSSSS