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Originally Posted by WePow
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I hate it that right when I am safest with T ( FINALLY!) that this has to come up. I want to just say "Yippie! I am all better now!" and be done with the whole mess of trauma work!
The other thing is I am worried that T is going to be like "More stuff?!?" and then he will take away the love he gave me.
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Oh, wow, WePow, I have felt both of these things SO strongly.
It did help me to talk to T about it, and to really let myself believe him when he said that it's not "too much", that it's still okay, that he'll still love me.
I want SO badly to be done with trauma stuff....and there was a point when I thought we WERE done, but I think as we come to deeper and deeper levels of healing, there is sometimes more trauma work we have to do, even if it's something we've "worked through" before. That's where I'm at now, and I hate it, AND I feel hopeful that maybe, maybe, maybe I'll come out on the other side a little more whole.
I hope you get what you need out of your session today. Trust yourself, and trust T.
