I can't say why, but sweety I hear you.

You don't need to be admitted to hospital to be heard, please get that thought outta your head.

If you aren't getting the support you need, then it's time to do some spring cleaning...

If someone is not beneficial, that person is detrimental... this counts for friends and health care practitioners...

WE, your PC family on the other hand, understand, and support you.
If in-hospital is what you need, THEN by all means, go for it, your safety and sanity is of tantamount importance!