No, I'm not in a relationship. In fact, I have problems forming one. As soon as I get close to someone romantically, I want to end it asap. I have a negative view on love, fearing it'll interfere with my wits, fearing I'll be under someone's control. To be honest, I don't want to be in a romantic, committed relationship. I just want a friend with benefit. To put it vulgarly, my heart doesn't want anyone but my groin aches for someone. Is it normal to feel this way?