I work for libraries in a borough of London, UK. There are huge public sector/local government budget cuts. I'm sure some of you have seen the news about it. Libraries are part of the 'target' for cuts. So far I've kept my job, and no libraries have closed. But we should hear within the next month what is going to happen. I have been living in constant fear of losing my job ever since the budget got ropey nearly 2 years ago now. This is stressful, to put it mildly... And I experience insecurity all the more due to the emotional legacy of my past. And it's hard! Thing is, everyone is finding it hard. 'Just' because I have chronic major depression and a complex trauma history doesn't make me special. Except that vulnerability hits me harder and effects my functioning more. Or. does it also make me more resilient? A complex combo, I guess. Also, if I do lose my job, with my condition and situation getting a new one could be even harder than the norm. I've been in my present job just over 7 years now, the longest I've ever been in a job. I'm intellectually capable of far more. But you know how it goes.. Just was looking for if anyone can relate, and some kindness if possible, please..
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