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Originally Posted by sugahorse
she texted me back-an emergency is when I've lined up the tabs ready to OD. That's too late in my opinion.
I cannot do therapy, if it's the one outlet for my emotions, when i have to be honest, and then get dropped like that
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OMG
if i wait until i have lined up the tabs to call - it is too late - i will take them no matter what..........and have so......................
sugahorse - you need to have a serious conversation about this, and you two could try to come up with a plan for what you do if you start down the road to trouble - i have a scale from 0 to 100 - if i'm above 80 - i go to hospital - below that there are different things i am to do to keep safe - please talk to t and work out resources to have available - a plan in place written with phone numbers and peoples names, safe places what ever resources you can find - the whole nine yards - all written so you can get to it and have it when you are in or heading for crisis because our brains sabbotage us then
and if you can't do this with this t - you may need a referral from her to someone who is able to take your calls, emails or texts and do it willingly and readily
i'm sorry i dont know your history, i dont know if t is trying to push you out of the nest and have you test your wings - i just worry you need a bit more of a safety net under you then her text me when you have the pills ready to go
please let us know how you are doing
