Clive thanks, I will keep hanging in there that is all I can do. 4 am, that is awful early to be awake. It would drive me insane to be up that early. I'm glad you are doing ok though. I hope you can figure all your meds out.

roy glad you are feeling ok and the anxiety has left you alone for a couple of weeks. YEA!!!

Innerzone thanks for your kind words. I am so sorry for all that you are going through. I wish there was a way I could calm all your fears. Just remember to take one moment at a time and when things are bad in your mind just breathe. I am routing for you and hope all goes well in the end.

frog YEA!!!! I am so glad to hear you won. That is great news. Keeping my fingers crossed that your husband will not need surgery. Sending healing vibes his way.

Doing ok as can be today. Forcing myself to get some things done even though I really don't want to. Could be doing better, but ok is better then other alternatives. Still hanging in there - it is what I do best.