Of course you're not a bad girl ((Jiakhan)). Sometimes we can't know why some people don't click. From your other posts, I got the impression, this guy is superficial - meaning he goes for a certain type of girl and doesn't really care about hurting someone.

He already made it clear months ago, that he's not interested - he drew the line. You making up fake indentities to befriend him isn't a good thing. At this point it's reasonable to believe, this has reached the unhealthy level. Stalking doesn't start out with bad behavior - it can even be good behavior - but the key point is - it's unwanted behavior. So even though you simply just want to be friends - he doesn't want to and you have to respect this. Don't put your mental energy, where it's not wanted. I hope you'll find someone, you'll be receptive and welcome your attention.

I really like you Jiakhan and I'm advising you like I would a sister or friend in real life. I'm trying to gently give constructive criticism. I would be happy if you could get past this and find someone who can give you the love you deserve.