I really need to talk to her, but she seems to be quite set in her ways (She's a relatively young psychologist, not sure if the fact of truely professional relationships has been pushed harder in recent years..?)

I'm nearly 25, and have always had older friends (My bf is 13 years older, had a gf who was 16 years older and now I have a T who is probably only 6 years older or so). I have always had a problem whereby I get attached to people too much expect too much, but she's my T - she knows about my lack of support system IRL (PC aside)
I've made the effort to be honest - only slowly starting to feel able to open up; but I feel as if I'm let down just as I open up; and like today when I was honest and told her I was feeling terrible.
Is that not T's are supposed to get involved in? I'm not telling her trivial things about my day, but only if I've had a shocker and not coping emotionally.

Now, how to find a T that can support me between sessions, and restart all over... I know it's only been a few months, but insurance has also run out, so financially I'm on my own... And I have to learnt trust all over, especially as this was a big step forward, being honest, discussing deep things (Even if right now i've only admitted to them over mail - but she's aware of them) or discussing embarrassing things with her (jealous boyfriends, affairs, 3-somes..) And now I must just leave it all..??
But how do I know she cares? She cannot make an emergency app - my next app is Friday lunch - I now pay out my own pocket
I've taken 3x the dosage of sleeping tabs I should have (I think you call it Ambien - active ingredient is Imovane, or very closely related to Lunesta, and had 1/2 bottle of wine. Floating on a cloud) supposed to take 1 tab, 7.5mg, but have 3 = 33.5mg.
And more if I am not passed out soon. I'm so hurt and angry