Some lady from some place (was too nervous too get it all down) called a few minutes ago, setting an appointment for a psych assessment. It's my second giant leap toward getting help (the first actually going to the doctors in the first place and getting a referral)

I'm nervous, I know this is a good thing, but when they (the doctor and the lady on the phone) took down my answers to basic questions - you think you're depressed? explain?, and do you have suicidal thoughts or cut yourself- my answer to the first comes out so.. plain and doesn't seem to explain how i really feel, and my answers no to the last make me feel like i wont be viewed as important and they'll over look me as just another teen to thinks they're depressed but not!

I've never really done anything like real counselling before, nothing besides super basic questions from teachers or cas workers who never KNEW i was depressed.

Can someone tell me what's gonna happen? I'm suddenly so scared and anxious about this.. her call suddenly made life and my situation seem much too real for me to be comfortable >.<