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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
This sounds so much like our Megan that you could be her, but I know that you are not and Megan sleeps. You carry every hurt from every person who has done you any wrong. If I am not in error there have been immense hurts and there have been smaller hurts and insults which have grown and been added to so that they have grown into a large company of hurts and pains, even the smallest slight has you wishing for them to be drawn and quartered?
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When I wish someone gets so severely hurt in my mind it isn't a slight like it is to some people. I mean it's the person's fault I want to hurt her, all her fault, for being such an idiot, getting in on my business and when someone does mention something about it call it a lie. Only for so long can I keep my composure, so I said something mean to her, and it "Really hurt her feelings". She deserves much worse than that though. I mean I probably should of told her that when she does become a hooker someday, living in a brothel, and constantly ****ing her stupid friend for money and to make sure they go away forever and to go to a place I'll never go, ever, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. How many times have I tired of hearing his retarded accent with his stupid voice. Whenever I told him to go back though he never listened. If he just listened, he wouldn't get annoyed when I can't understand what he's saying and must ask him to repeat himself over and over again. If he could just be quiet and shut the **** up, I wouldn't have to ask at all. Second of all he's really stupid the more him and his idiot friends manipulate me the more I learn their tricks the more planned hell I have for them. Not to mention the more they try to manipulate me and actually succeed the more I catch onto their tricks, the more difficult it is for them to manipulate me. I mean they create their own problems they complain I harass them through constant attempts at communication but you know what if they weren't such idiots they wouldn't say what they said, and then I wouldn't feel the need to discuss it with them. One of them happens to on my bus and lives in my neigborhood, why not emotionally harm her terribly for my own satisfaction. And she is such a dumb****. I've known many idiots, but she's dumber than many of them. She's such a dumb**** it's nearly unbelieveable. Luckily, though she'll be around a lot to treat terribly. She's such an idiot, I mean I may have just left her alone but no, she has to say outloud, so the whole bus can hear, what I said and then accuses me of lying, when I told her not to tell
anyone who I said did it to me, and she still did. I think I may just let her hang out with him though, I mean chances are she'll regret it and end up really crestfallen. It will be so funny though and she deserves it, so why not let her get hurt.