madisgram - thanks for the prayers! You are precious and I appreciate your input. I have used the writing before and will again once things calm down again. Last night I tried speaking to him about his depression and it got no where.
I am trying to be invisible to him, yet the main presence for the children. I have been successful tonight... One day at a time right?

This is horribly difficult and there are times when I don't think I can make it through another day... but then.. I do!!!

pachyderm - thanks for your words of wisdom. Sadly, he won't even consider that he isn't feeling well. According to him, he is fine. Not much I can do about that. I can't fight the invisible monster. For now, I have no choice but to wait to see if he gets better on his own or if he attempts suicide. It can't stay at this level very long.