i just feel more than exhausted like i could go to bed now 7 east time and sleep til i dun know. one thing i was thinkin is im used to an afternoon nap which i havent gotten the past 2 weeks judgmental people who cant understand why mommy let daddy get the kids and my mom even saying well u got what u wanted didnt u saying i dont want them anyway yeah i just keep the roads so hot chasin this and that Plleease! past 2 weeks its just been one thing after another phone calls doctors school social security issues & my mother in law raised my 13 year old cuz i was so very messed up in my 20s so basically im her birth mom but her real mom is dead. so ive just now come back to my own home after week & a half. omgosh just lookin at everything im puttin down here just made me think man no wonder why i feel like walkin dead. im like u though i cant stand to be alone for any amount of time cuz i just kind of sit there & stare out the window & then anxiety mixes with it. tomorrow after school flu shots 4 kids & then trick or treat. people without mental or emotional illness dont understand that it doesnt take a lot well like for me to just wear me down & make me think "crazy" & things that are supposed to be fun times like trick or treat im dreading. i hope u guys are hangin in i used to come on here quite a bit but i just recently started coming here again im glad i did it helps me to feel not alone