I know how it is to not have insurance, i have been uninsured for the last 4 years and have been going to the clinic at my local hospital but i was struggling trying to get meds (thank god for walmart). I always worried about needing some expensive meds or tests that i wouldn't be able to afford. I am on disability now so i will get medicare, although i have to pay for it and not sure how much it will cover. I hope everything works out for you, we all need to be able to have decent health care and not have to be stressed out about how we are going to pay for it. Thats just my opinion.