Thanks MP. I appreciate that. It's just so difficult to live with. I asked him to go to AA meetings. He said" naaaaah. It's a cult."
"And then they bring in God. F___ God"

. It's like hitting a concrete wall. He is filled with rage. I can't understand where such rage could come from.

I keep my contact with him at a minimum, sadly, because I cannot believe how someone can live like that. The denial is always there. I have heard every excuse in the book from him. Once again..I get back to thinking about all of that anger he has inside. Who does he hate..and why.?

Thanks for listening.

TGC