Jazzy,
Hey! I would go for it, for me in those times of chaos and negativity and feeling worthless it is in these times I do my best work rather it be with art or starting an entire program. Doing this great creative project will run those negative thoughts and feeling shame away.....
That is one of the many reasons I choose to volunteer to do a chat. When I am feeling down and can't get up thinking about others runs those
negative (geebies-what I call them) OFF.
GO FOR IT, this world needs more people like YOU, yes YOU!
Good Luck but something tells me you don't need luck but giving to you anyway

Crew
oh and nice to meet you!