Yeah I doubt I could do that either, Wendy. If I go drive anywhere iut's isually to some secluded aprt of the beach to sit and cry, not scream. Guess the screaming is more of an internal thing.
I dont mean to be disagreeable...but I've seen a few responses mentioning how it makes us stronger and we grow. I personally don't see it. I'm already strong....testing the limits doesn't make me stronger...all it does is test how much I can endure or when it is I finally break. I also dont see anything positive I've "learned" . I've learned not to trust...I've learned to keep to myself, I've learned scars never heal....dunno I jsut dont see the positive outcomes of anything I've had to go through and deal with.
But yes, you are right...friends can help sometimes jsut by being there.
Thanks for the reply *hugs*