When I saw that I got the picture in my head of our neighbor's old bill goat who used to stand, nettles hanging out of his mouth and say "meeeeehhhhh!" when we walked past when my son went to elementary school here.

Nettles aren't your problem, I take it, my friend. I really hope that things start to look up for you and that that soon, more cheerfull thoughts might enter your head, or at least, more eloquent ones Take good care of your self, dear heart. HUGGGSSS