So last night (wed.) i hurt self and now have blisters from burns and marks from other stuff. I just couldn't take the feelings anymore. Wish i could feel more numb than anything.
I had T yesterday and was very triggering cause of what happened to me at a psych hospital I was in a couple weeks ago.
Then I thought after I hurt self I could sleep but instead I couldn't. It quieted my mind for a little bit not much to fall asleep though. So took a few pills that had in apt. and slept till 1 pm and then went back to bed till 5 pm. Am so wanting to go back bed.
thanks for listening and sorry i dissapoint everyone.

jen