Now that you have read over it can you delete it? (my advice.. can give can't take it though )
I spent a month looking over Louis's chat with me.. the I LOVE YOU's, the I am so happy right now with you in my life.. its perfect.. blah blah..
re-analysing it doesn't help.. believe me..

You know the answers deep down inside and always have.. it's easy to see the good and not the bad.
You are at the anger stage and it's healthy!!