Dear Queen,

This shouldn't be happening, he won't change, and it will end up with you dead. There was a bloke here in the news recently he had so much rage against his ex wife that he murdererd all 3 of their children.

You need to see the reality of this and get to a doctor NOW to have your neck looked at and the injuries recorded. Get to the police and get a restraining order and tell them that you need protection.

Get at least 2 deadbolts on your front door and carry your mobile phone with you everywhere so that you have access to the police at the press of a button.

PLEASE Queen take this seriously. You allready know he will not get any better because he has decided not to. It takes hard work to get over that kind of rage psychological assessment is what he needs and scheduling to remain in hospital whenther he wants it or not because his anger can turn into a murderous rage. All it takes is for him to NOT stop squeezing and you are dead, lain and simple.

PLEASE PLEASE get out of there Queen until the restraining order is in place I beg you. You may need to stay at a shelter or in hospital for a day or two and get the police to take you home when you go. Because if he is that bad then he will act true to form and won't stop.

Most importantly Queen NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT (emphasising not shouting). I am very afraid for you Queen and it is a genuine fear, not a removed or cosmetic fear because we are internet friends. I fear for your baby as well and I honestly think that if you don't get a restraining order it's a green light for him to continue abusing you and there will be a point where he does not stop, it will be too late then.

Begging you please Queen, have him restrained