Thanks for the compliment. I plan on being an author some day so expressing emotion is something I've learned to do quite well.

Maybe my mood is lifting, though I'm not on any meds. I recently lost a few friends, and a boyfriend, and through those relationships I had felt extremely suffocated and trapped despite everything. I guess because they're gone now I've had that delayed reaction.

It's like I'm starting my life new again and there is no one around me, constantly reminding me what I can and cannot do. From this point on everything is going to be different, everything is going to be new. There's no chains holding be back or weights pushing me down. It's overwhelmingly scary!!