Good for you!! That's wonderful! And it wasn't all THAT bad, was it? It CAN be done! Are you going to any meetings or getting any kind of face-to-face support?? It makes it alot easier if you do.
I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict, and AA saved my butt. I'd be dead right now if it wasn't for meetings.

I HAD to go just to keep me honest and straight. I didn't trust myself. lol So I knew that if I went to meetings, THEY would keep me honest ~ I wouldn't want to lie to them.
It's simple but it's not easy.
I wish you the very BEST ~ and I'll keep you in my prayers! Being clean/sober is the BEST feeling in the whole world, and i've had more darn fun clean/sober than I EVER had drunk!! God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee