Lara, I PMed you, stafe safe Hun, call out of hours GP if you need help.

Hi Seaswept, i keep coming and going as life pushes me around!

Hi PT52! Chillin!

Me..all over the place, was going to call samaritans but paniced and hung up (cant cope with phones when im anxious) been SHing to control the anxiety but am now starting to get the buzzy head again.. trying very hard to act "normal" as we have visitors!