For a few hours today, wired, hypersensitive, almost vibrating, frustrated and irritable, like riding the edge of a flipout, but aware of it, so that helps some. Some. I live in fear of having people witness me flipping out. It ain't pretty. Hasn't happened, but the potential is defintitely there today. Thinking it may be well be the day that my BF may see a side of me he's not seen before. Yes. I did warn him...
(And yes, he does know about the BP... but he's never seen me seriously at either end yet...)